For some reason I came here just hoping to chat with some other people that are awake and can't fall asleep.

Let me know if there's a better sub to do this in.

I generally have no problem sleeping once I am asleep, but I'm ALWAYS groggy in the morning and I rarely ever want to go to sleep. I have been this way for as long as I can remember. When the sleep debt gets bad enough it tends to be easier for me to fall asleep or want to sleep. Sometimes it's not even that I can't fall asleep, it's just that I don't seem to want to.

I think I'm just stressed because work has been really slow and I use work as a way to feel good about myself and distract myself from the fact that I have no money and few friends. I like when work is busy because that's a challenge. When it's slow I really don't feel like doing anything and wish I could just leave but still get paid for the full day. It's sunny and there are leaves. I feel like I should be able to do stuff.