this is possibly the 4th night in 8 or 9 days ive stayed up all might now after sorting my pattern out after a similar bout of this 6 months ago, lasting 2 months. i had 4 months of relief. argh.

the other night i was using a pan and brush to sweeep my carpet cos ive no hoover and i was hallucinating loads of tiny littler than ant beasties crawling in the depths of my carpet. im normally pretty wise to it all im an experienced psychedelic drug user... but i was sweeping those beasties into the pan. those beasties did of course nor exist.

plz updoot me to make me feel like an accomplished sleep fighter and that its not all been for nothing... and if you cant do that come donate your eyeballs mines are now raisins.