for background i am 24 years old F. for the last 2 years i’ve been suffering w health issues that prevent me from using THC (it causes me pain), because of this my mania and insomnia have been ruining my life

Gabapentin makes me MORE manic, doesn’t sedate me, helps my anxiety but it’s not worth the mania.

Remeron 30mg doesn’t make a dent in my sleep anymore.

Clonidine .1mg isn’t strong enough anymore

i take: L-theanine, valerian, 5Htp, melatonin (.5mg every other night), magnesium glycinate, l tyrosine. i’ve also been microdosing and that helps.

i have severe ADD but my psych refuses to put me on meds for it. i’ve been trying to find another psych.

i’m going to ask to increase all my psych meds but get off the GABA.

someone please help me i’m so beyond desperate. this is worsening my acne, my health and my depression.