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So iāve been dating an older man for a while now. Our long term goals (family and kids) and values align and we really like each other. But being the younger and less experienced person in a relationship makes me worried. My father had multiple affairs and it horribly affected my family in more ways. Not only does my extremely low self esteem is telling me āhow can any man truly find me loveable and attractiveā, watching the trainwreck of my parentsā relationship, my fears tell me ānah heās going to drop you the moment someone else better comes alongā. I am aware of all these. I try to take a step back and know these thoughts arenāt always true and that i can work on myself. He is aware i feel this way. And though heās told me heās dated people with way more baggage than i have, and that iām relatively āmildā, iām still afraid. I get overreactive, i get emotional, i get fearful. A lot of me thinks iām not good enough for this man. I feel so afraid that one day he wouldnāt be able to tolerate me. And then heāll just up and leave. He has a way of speaking (which iāve told him before) that can be harsh and triggers my fears.
I donāt know where iām going with this. We just had a bit of a mini argument and i just needed to vent.
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