Was together with a guy for a while over the pandemic and i fell head over heels for him. Thinking back now, he told me his type was someone cute, badass, like a doll. He seems to have a preference for women of darker skinned tones and healthy bodies. His ex who he called super hot was previously from a country in Africa who travelled to his country for further study. He also had a previous Brazilian ex. I’m of a lighter skin tone and of east-asian descent. Eventhough me and him aren’t romantically together anymore, i still feel insecure. I’ll never be that sort of “beautiful strong goddess” type of woman. And i know thats okay. Beauty comes in all shapes and sizes and is in the eye of the beholder. I guess i’m just still bitter from the “break up”.