I’ve been thinking more on how this part of my life is more of a nightmare than a pandemic of self isolation. Luckily recently I’ve been finding a lot of people looking for roommates so that’s a check mark. My father and I had a brief argument last weekend where he went overboard so I’ve been organizing my room and migrating my games from the living room back to mine. I actually kind of would like to visit the spa, the beach, the chiropractor (I don’t have any known skeletal problems but who knows) As I had maybe said my brain feels overstimulated yet strained and foggy. But I’m not trying to shift blame on myself or anybody else. I think balancing out the relaxing activities with the stimulating ones might be key and I’m definitely lacking on the former. Less people around/boundaries also might be key as the commenter on my last post pitched. Just some evening ruminating I’ve been mulling over.