So I'm in this complicated situation with an INFJ that I met on a dating app a couple of months ago. So we started chatting on the dating app nd then gradually transitioned to Instagram and WhatsApp. We shared similar music taste and almost instantly connected in conversations. She showed genuine interest in me and also shared her ambition of where she wanted the relationship to go on text and calls. In the subsequent days since she had exams coming up she distanced herself and I respected that. Immediately after her exams were over she was back texting normally. Unfortunately within a few days a family member of hers passed away due to which we didn't talk for a couple of days. She then initiated a call in which she explained her situation and otherwise talked very normally. Then within a few days she texted me saying that we need to have some serious talks and that she'll meet me for it. After this she got distant on text and would take a day to reply to the texts I would send to check in. In a couple of weeks we met and she told me that she wasn't ready for a relationship and that she needed time to heal and needed a break. I was very overwhelmed after this and panic texted her asking her to talk on call whenever she's free as I had lingering questions to which she refused saying that she needs space. I sent a few more texts after which she told me that the whole point of meeting was to end things there and close the chapter and that she wasn't prepared to talk about it.She also unfollowed me on Instagram.I respected her words and withdrew communication ever since. Has she permanently cut me off? Did I self sabotage by being needy and desperate to a point where she wants to get me out of her life? Is there any hope that she would atleast want to talk with me sometime in the future after she has healed?

Btw when we met I did express my true feelings towards her and expressed my willingness to wait while she heals and support her with her healing journey. Also I am an ENFP.