Because of my overly sensitive and overthinking behavior, I “doorslam”/broke off with my closest group of friends that is non-toxic friendship that I ever had. And I truly regret my action everyday.

I’ve reached out to them to apologize my selfish behaviors and fortunately, two out of three reached out to me and I’m meeting one tomorrow to talk it out. Sadly one didn’t replied, so I am trying to move on with my actions and the consequences.

My stupid behavior has led me to having no close friends in life and I’ve never felt so alone in my life before. I’ve always overthink and overly sensitive of minor stuff, which made me miserable. I am the cause of my own sadness. But I’m taking 2023 as a year of learning and trying to learn, change, owned and apologize for my mistakes.

Not sure if this is the right subreddit to share this but, here we are. Sorry if this isn’t the right subreddit 🥲 But if it is, I would love to hear from you guys on my situation on regretting and feeling alone.