Hey there, just started second proff in January. Passed 1 st with average marks ,but my concern is how to go with this year , a feeling of void prevails in me and there is no enthusiasm left to read the subjects , no particular motivation to read .Maybe because I fucked up my 1st year by not studying well. Even If i come with some motivations like -1- if I study this year well I may score good in proffs and semesters but at the end brain is registering it as “oh its not a big goal” . 2- if i think i should study well for NEET PG/NEXT my subconscious again nudges me that the exam is very far.

What should be my motivation as I see myself to be heavily exam oriented and can only study well if I have a limited time and the outcomes will be non abstract not like “ You are studying for you patients” BS ?