Okay, do I need to go out or something? I just go to work and that's it. I don't date or go out anywhere on my days off. I don't even have any friends to talk to. I don't even talk to my coworkers. I just stay in the house alone if I am not at work.

I recently met these two older women at work, an Indian and a Bangladeshi. My life has revolved so much around them that I overthink my little interactions with them. I think about them a lot. They have become the only things I look forward to. They are friends with each other and are close.The Bangladeshi woman told me, " You always smile at me and I don't know why."

This is honestly starting to become a situation. Sometimes I take my breaks at the same as the Bengali woman and we sit together. The Indian woman always leaves her bag on the table. It is a black and white tote bag. Sometimes we sit next to it and we make this weird eye contact like we are waiting for the Indian lady to come to the break room or something.

Then once I ran into the Bengali woman and her daughter by chance on the way to work. She said in Bengali to her daughter, "I want to know why she is always smiling." And one time while we were working together, she asked me, "Are you married?" I was thinking of something, like she had an intention.