I very well understand the risks and all that- and I’ve done a great job keeping myself safe.

But holy shit it sucks. I hate condoms and I hate when they pull out. I just feel so Robbed when I can’t feel him directly. It quite literally doesn’t feel real unless I can feel every inch of him inside me, raw, real, and unprotected. I want to get filled up, balls deep, have him shoot his seed as deep inside as he can.

I don’t know if I can really go back to condoms- at least not all the time. For the first few times with a a guy sure- but always in the back of my head I just want him to breed me. Just the feeling of him tending up and shooting it all inside makes it so much better it’s not even close