There’s just something about a guy who takes charge without asking for permission.. it’s bad, but it’s also so good. My fwb has never even mentioned condoms. No discussions, no suggestions, nothing. From the start, he decided we were going raw, and honestly, I didn’t complain. It just felt natural.

Now, I’m working on convincing him to take it a step further. He’s super cautious about not getting me pregnant.. he’s definitely not ready for kids.. so he always pulls out, no exceptions. But after a lot of talking (and teasing), he’s finally agreed to try finishing inside me next time. I’m literally counting down the days because I know once he feels how good it is, he won’t wanna stop.

And, honestly? I kinda dream about taking it even further. The idea of going off birth control and letting nature take its course is so tempting. I’m the worst at remembering to take it anyway, and sometimes, deep down, I wonder what it would feel like to be truly claimed..