Lately, there’s this weird pattern where my body just flips a switch, and suddenly, I can’t stop thinking about stuff I probably shouldn’t. It’s like my brain and hormones team up, whispering, "Wouldn’t it feel amazing to just let go completely?"

I start imagining what it’d be like to let someone completely take over.. feeling his warmth, his strength.. no barriers, no holding back. There’s this undeniable thrill in the thought of him losing control just as much as I am, giving me everything he’s got. It’s not even about logic or consequences.. it’s the pure, raw sensation my body seems to crave yk

and wow.. when this hits, it feels impossible to ignore..