I hold down a good job, save for retirement, exercise and eat healthy, and am by all measures a responsible, law-abiding citizen.

But I will absolutely fill a woman with cum on the first date.  It’s like a caveman takes over and I lose control. I never ask if she’s on birth control, and a few have even said they were not - and that makes it so much hotter. 

Most of these women are like me, employed with a decent income, single, no children, and generally have their lives together.  But we risk it.

Maybe it’s something about being in your thirties, single and childless that does it.  Because I did not do this when I was younger - I actively didn’t want to get anyone pregnant back then. Not anymore.  Now it’s the whole point of sex.  I want to fill her up and breed her.  I want to make her a walking billboard for my virility.

It hasn’t happened yet though. I’ve been tested and am up to the task, so I know with every creampie I could be creating a child. I need to try more.  I need to try to lead the conversion early on to find out if she’s on birth control or not, and if she wants children. I don’t want to waste my time or hers.