My breeding kink has gotten to the point where I NEED to get it out of my system if I'm ever going to think about anything else again. I need to feel cum deep in my pussy. No condoms, no birth control and no pulling out.

Part of me hopes I get pregnant and part of me is terrified and doesn't feel ready for a baby. I've been in contact with a breeder on here willing to put 2 loads inside me on Friday and I've already asked off for work to do it. He's been given permission to cum inside me no matter what bc I know that I might have second thoughts right before it happens but I also know if I dont feel it at least once I won't be able to move on.

As far as a baby, my body is screaming for one but my brain says not yet. And yet I think I'm going to listen to my body and let a stranger put his baby in me.

Update: he ghosted me :( if you are in the north Texas area hmu at this point I think I want to plan a breeding party so I have backups if this happens again