Hi I (34m) have since 1 to 2 years the ugre to breed with out holding back any of my seed every time I have fun with a girl and are forced to use a condom I am hard as fuck but can never finish while wearing it but as Sone as i can do it raw and deep I just cant stop from pressing my self in lust as deep as i can in her .

Now it is so that i cant stop of thinking what would I feel for lust if a woman would moan in my ear that she is right now not on any birt control stuff and ovulating i get so hard by just imagine it that I want to try this risky shot with any girl that would let me do it even if it is a one time hook up and never meet again thing...

I dont know where to start and if it is even possible to find something like this