This can’t be just a kink at this point. It’s a lifestyle. I’ve been lucky enough to explore breeding safely(BC) a few times since I discovered my urges. I haven’t ‘knowingly’ bred someone yet. My ex used me to get pregnant without telling me. Since then my entire sex life has been trying to find someone who is like me, someone that simply can’t fight the urges anymore. My ex would lay in missionary position with pillows under the small of her back to be more receptive and I would fuck her silly. It was always a combination of her tight pussy, my balls slapping against her asshole and feeling her cervix clench on the head of my dick that would make me literally shake as I came and filled her. Every time I came in her she would cum with me and say something like “keep it in, keep it in, just hold it, keep it there and fill that pussy.” I never knew she was trying to get knocked up but it all seems obvious now, apparently I have favorable genes cause she used me to baby trap someone else. Since then I’ve had one FWB with the kink but only ever role play during safe sex. I say this is a lifestyle and not just a kink because regular sex isn’t good anymore, I don’t like hookups anymore and if I’m honest if there’s no risk of pregnancy I really don’t see it any different than masturbating. I crave at least the risk of pregnancy, and finding a breeding partner has been a challenge. It’s difficult not getting discouraged and if it were a simple kink I wouldn’t have this constant urge to breed, I wouldn’t find regular sex so conventional and it wouldn’t bother me so much. I need to breed, I simply need to breed…. Has anyone else experienced similar issues?