Am I crazy to think about kids at my age?

Background - 49, just under 6 feet tall with light brown skin, cute smile, loud laugh with a nice accent, mixture of British and Australian. I am a construction superintendent for a major American construction company and I live in Vancouver BC. Educated with my own place and vehicles. I have side hobbies that also make good bank.

I'm not sure why but lately I have been waking up with an epiphany - where is all this going to go, and to who?

My last relationship ended with me being 320lbs, fat and sad. I had been able to get my partner pregnant and I was so happy yet she choose to end it and terminate due to religious pressures.

I used to play rugby and got annoyed at my reflection and took control.

I started training hard again - swimming, weights, boxing 6x a week, I lost 70lbs and started looking younger and like the powerhouse I used to be. Finally feeling better I asked my doc about possibilities for having kids and he said go for it!

I found Reddit and after lurking for a while I made my first post and was blown away by the kind responses! They gave me hope that one day I may find my younger queen that wants nothing more than to be bred over and over.....

So, if you're on the west coast and feel like a date with a kind fit older gentleman feel free to send me a message otherwise cheers for reading and have a lovely day.