I don't know how much longer I can hold back. I have this overwhelming urge to breed every woman I find attractive. Like I just want to slide in their DM's and ask if they would let me put a baby in them. Not just one of them; all of them. Even celebrities (yes I know most don't even open their DM's). Maybe it is because I am older and the older I get the more idgaf if they block me or reject my advances. Even some of the women I work with would be amazing to just commit this risky act of getting them pregnant. Not to mention the risk of getting fired from my awesome job for just coming out and saying to this to them. It is almost dibilitating how bad I just want to spread my seed. I don't even particularly want to have an active parental role and I certainly could never afford it if I did knock up even half of these women. Pretty soon I am going to make an appointment to test my fertility as I almost feel like this is my body telling my brain that time maybe running out, but idk bc it feels like my testosterone is through the roof.