Ok so for context, I am a transfemme/non-binary lesbian who has yet to start hormone therapy so I am still fertile, and my roommate is a cis lesbian.

So I have only thought about impregnation here and there, never really masturbated to it or thought much about it, I didn't think it was my thing really. A few days ago I went to visit a friend and she dropped the news that her and her fiance want to get pregnant by the end of the year. I told her about a dream I had recently about me and my roommate having a little girl and how it was the first time I seriously thought about and wanted to have a kid.

The past few months my roommate has been talking near constantly about wanting to get pregnant and have kids. I've been crushing on this roommate for a while now and have pretty much given up because I'm very sure she doesn't have feelings for me. But these past few days I've been thinking more and more about it and I really want to impregnate her and see her glow and support her and watch her be a mother to our daughter.

I really don't know where this has come from but I been thinking about it near constantly the last two days. Looking for any advice or someone to talk to about this.