Dear diary, I met this guy a little while back & I really like him, but we had a few arguments, my fault though not his. Ever since I met him my urge to breed & have a baby have just gotten stronger. As a result my hormones are going crazy. He wants to wait til my birthday to breed me, which is sweet, but during one of my ovulation cycles I lashed out at him. Now I’m not sure whether he wants to breed me or not. He hasn’t really had the time to talk to me.

I just want him to grab me by the throat & tell me how he’s going to fuck me raw. I want him to tell me he’s going to breed me & thrust his huge cock deep in my fertile young pussy. I want him to throw me around like a rag doll & use me to my limits. I wanna be his little breeding bitch. And then I want to be held & comforted & cuddled after. I want to be bred & filled with cum at least 2-3 times every day, for at least 5 days, until we’re both exhausted & sure I’ve conceived. I can’t wait until I’m lucky enough to see those 2 lines appear. I can’t wait to be pregnant with his baby.

I can’t tell him how I really feel. Its too risky. I don’t know how he’d respond. Would he think it’s creepy? Or weird? Or clingy? I just want to be the best I can for him & give him a healthy beautiful baby, more than anything.

Waiting until my birthday, I don’t know how long I can last before I’m begging him once more to pump his seed into me.