My wife and I married in 2012 after a short engagement. We had a very active sex live and we were really comfortable with one another from the start. She taught me how to perform cunnilingus properly, I was doing it wrong all that time. Then we added tantric principles to our routine. Having never been squares, we ended up spending the last few years having marathon sex sessions lasting over 20 hours with our exception. We’re we’re closer than we’d ever been during those days, and we had literally achieved a very high level of sexual enlightenment. Well, she got drunk, choked an 81 year old man and assaulted a cop, so off to prison for three years minimum she goes. Haven’t fucked anyone else but her in over a decade, but I decided to try it out last night. My company was attractive and fit and charming and the sex went off without incident. The problem is, my level of sexual returns has is leaps and bounds from a traditional romp in a bed. Orgasms with my wife, for both of us were so intense and lasted so long that when it ended we felt pain. Even when I mastuerbate, which is how I will be sexually active, I will edge myself for days and do it all alone. Any other orgasm is as bland as water and I can’t go back knowing what I know today.