For context, my ex is a full-time streamer on Twitch. I'm still a moderator on her channel. About a week ago, I asked the I Ching if I should continue to ignore her and got 50 -> 46. I interpreted that as a yes. I haven't spoken to her since.

Today I was looking at the logs and saw that member's of her community have been wondering where I went. One person in particular will mention my absence on a daily basis. Makes me sad. She can't exactly tell her community what happened because we kept it a secret. Also, we built her stream together, so the community we built had a big impact on keeping me social with the stay-at-home guidelines.

When I saw that these people missed me, I asked the I Ching if I should show up today and got 46.

I'm leaning no because of the Nigel Richmond translation. Specifically:

All the top three lines are yin so we accept whatever the Tao brings: it brings an activity (line 1) that we do not interpret by feeling and do not act out

I'm a bit confused because other websites will talk about how auspicious 46 is, so I'm not sure if the answer was yes or no.