So it's currently my second day at my first ever job. I'm stood polishing cutlery and next thing I know I'm very close to freaking shitting myself! Thankfully my shift is almost over but omfg, if I spend a lot of time in the toilet my boss is gonna think I'm trying to avoid work 😭

I'm actually so pissed off it's happening while I'm at work because it's the last place I need this to be happening at. It really doesn't help that stress is usually an aggravator for me :( and I've been so stressed while on shift these past 2 mornings because I'm a waiter at a hotel. Probably shouldn't do this job if it's gonna make me shit myself so much 😂😂