I just want more. When someone stops kissing me or fingering me or fucking me some part of me stops breathing because I can't believe it's over. All I want is more. It's like there's this pit inside of me that can't be filled where all of my sexual pleasure goes. It's consuming me. Literally I lay in my bed praying that something will fall from the sky and fuck me till that hole is filled. I feel like I'll always need more. I feel like it'll never ever ever be enough. That knowing that is what scares me most. I hate it. But I love sex so much it doesn't matter how much I hate that pit inside me because sex is always worth it no matter what. And honestly I've always been like this so I think I'll always be like this.