I, 35M, have been dealing with this for countless years and it’s been getting worse with age. Masturbation I feel has taken over my life and it seems like the only conversations I’m interested in are sex related. Anything else I can live without. My partner does try to work with me but they are not able to keep up and I feel guilty putting pressure on them for sex or even sexting.

I’m finally stable with my bipolar disorder medication wise but this aspect of my life has not gone away and it’s the most overwhelming thing I have to deal with. I almost want sex out of my life at this point.

I’m not sure what to do anymore to control these urges. I use drugs to numb my thoughts but even that is not working as well anymore.

I was introduced to sex at a very young age. 5/6 and porn shortly after. And as I aged everything about it seemed so much better. I’m just at a loss