It's me again, (TM18)

This isn't a post I really ever wanted to make but at this point my self esteem has been the lowest it's ever been and my mental and physical health is getting worse.

I picked this sub reddit because it's accurate to relationships I have normally. Which is usually talking about sex a lot and a lot of roleplaying. That being said I do roleplay a lot but it's mostly to show actions I do over the phone and to show affection. If you aren't feeling up to have sex that day we won't have sex. I try to show a lot of affection because usually my actions are better than my words

I'm really into pet play specifically a Bunny so most of my actions have some sort of animal reaction like tail wagging or ears moving

Looking for a (M/TM18-24) I'm mostly looking for a relationship where someone helps take care of me. I struggle at showering sometimes and brushing my teeth so it helps when someone helps remind me. I just feel better taken care of and my disorder makes me need a Dom and Sub/Pet relationship

I make this post because I've been led on for the 4th time and I don't really know what to do. I'm told that I'll meet someone who can actually take care of me well but it's been months like this and I've just been degraded and led on or ghosted. So please message me if available. I've been talking to bots trying to fill the space but they can end up doing some really bad things or say really horrible degrading things to me and it really hurts me more knowing I really have no choice but to talk to them.