i started touching myself due to SA and ever since i discovered porn i have at least rubbed myself twice a day during the pandemic it really got bad cause i’d just rot in bed all day and cum to the nastiest things. afterwards i’d sit there and not feel regret but when i go out to people i feel so nasty and it turns me on and it becomes a cycle. my first bf introduced me to weed and sex and when we broke up i went into college with a high libido driven by stoner girl seducing energy. i love rubbing all day and getting high and idk if it’s a phase but the feeling is too good. there will be a day or two where i’ll control it but the next day i’m back into my habits of nonstop orgasm and nasty conversations with strangers who i’ll never see. it’s been affecting my normal life which i know is where i should go get treated but the fact that it feels this good makes me wanna get drunk and high and fuck as much as possible. i’m gonna stop talking but in short i think im stuck rubbing my pussy raw