Other than two friends from before kindergarten my cutoff for who I let into my circle has always been problematic. I'm sociable and end up making acquaintances wherever I go but my actual friend group is tight. I'm sure others have all kinds of unique situations whether it be fwbs, groups, open, what have you. All of which I fully support but my friends are mostly in monogamous relationships. While they might not be the sex crazed group I dream of they all share something. For the first few months of getting to know them I've masturbated to them, and easily. It's always been important to me to have that ability and while toxic the fact most of them know I have and still remain friends just shows how lucky I've been. I wouldn't trade them for anything and I'd like to be clear that after a few months I always stop the wanking. Just to cement a divide in my head between object and friend. Now I have an amazing support group who happen to be hot af (to me at least) and my gross hs brain is kind of the reason why. Has it also destroyed many relationships? Of course but let's not get into that, it's a good day lmao