Nothing worse than a sub without a dominant

I am 51 male, I identify as a sissy. 6' 195 trying to lose 20 lbs Brown hair Blue eyes

In 2000 I let my inner girl out in the Yahoo groups. I dressed in thongs and quickly progressed into fully dressing. Soon wigs and heels followed. Sex toys always are involved, much earlier than dressing en femme. Almost naturally my submissive nature came to light. I was an online submissive CD performing on camera.i knew and realized I was an attention whore. I feel validated by attention and pleasing another. Around this time I had my first bi experience

As time progresses I dress more and more. Make-up entered. Im enjoying being a bottom more and more soon discovering the pure bliss of sissygasms

Sadly I've now binged and purged closet over and over and over. Shame Denial Regret I wear as often as a thong.

2010 I begin to only date trans women primarily as a vers but I prefer bottom. This new freedom dating the ones I'm most attracted to provides a liberating feeling.

In 2014 sissification became a huge role in my BDSM life I am now owned and live with a cis female. We try full time feminization

2019 no longer collared and single I discover chastity. I'm immediately infatuated with denial.

11/24/2023 I started my self locking chastity journey in a pink cage. Self released only to clean myself and cage as well as shave myself bald I feel better smooth. I keep my bottom and asspussy smooth too.

I've been fortunate to enjoy online and in person D/s dynamics. I respond best to transwomen and cis women. Kinks I look forward to discussing

My current ideal dynamic includes but isn't limited to keyholding, daily chastity check-in with comments feedback instructions on those check-in by my dominant. As well as tasks directives and orders which require proof of act or completion or both.

Again I look forward to a full mutual exchange of kinks and fetishes once we chat.

The utmost importance to me is honesty

I needn't be your only sub but I will likely become jealous and pout like a brat

Sincerely

Stephanie