First time posting in this space. I've found I love disorientation when I'm playing. After clothing is removed I tie her hands and feet, blindfold her, and apply the ball gag. From there is when I just simply walk away. I leave her alone in the room. I'm off to the side far enough away that she can't even sense I'm there and I just watch her squirm, struggle, and grow anxious with anticipation as to what my next move will be. A minute feels like an hour. She moves from fetal position to laying on her back, to on her side, just attempting to try to get comfortable. But she knows she can't. It takes all of my strength to not touch her but I love making her wait. Sometimes I'll turn on a white noise machine to drown out my footsteps as I walk closer to her. The mental aspect of this is so important to me. She knows she's helpless and she has no idea what's going to happen next.