This is my chart: https://www.mybodygraph.com/free-bodygraph/62cd273fe2bd3

Basically, I always felt like I was meant for more, that I didn't want to walk the path everyone else was walking, but I often feel like that bothers people (until they benefit from it) and like I was in the wrong for doing that. The only undefined centres are my crown and ajna which explains why I was suspectible to other people's thoughts and opinions of me, but now I feel a bit... lost? I spent years in therapy to unearth who I was, and working against everyone else's thoughts and opinions somehow gave me that drive to be myself despite that. But with HD confirming everything I learned about myself, I'm kind of shocked...

Like literally the first thing I read was that I get exhausted when I don't set boundaries, and when I have done ayahuasca I was so exhausted the whole time I couldn't get up or hold things in my hand, and I had no idea why. I have since learned to set boundaries and have a lot more energy, and this explains why... The deeper I dig, the more it explains, but also it makes me feel like I'm too special. Like my whole life felt like people telling me that I should be like everyone else, and I was so insecure because of it, and now that I might be "special" I'm like... sceptical? Obviously, everyone is special in their own way, but I think I'm like... reaaaaaally weird, not in like a bad way, just... different I guess.

It was sort of easy to work against everyone else but now that I actually may be right, I'm afraid to believe it?