Listening to a playlist I made that I titled “Let’s Cry!” & currently Frank Ocean’s Ivy is playing

To be openhearted, to experience serenity, is to have the ability to accept suffering without agitation, similar to Keats’ idea of negative capability

This woman & I, knowing we were going to fuck a lot, got tested so we could go raw without concern; she really really really loves when I cum inside her

Do you want to chat? We’ll keep it low-stakes & fun & maybe if we vibe you’ll come over & my tongue will read your pussy

When I went clean/sober my desire to eat out vanished & a pleasure of cooking was revealed

In Montrose rainwater routinely collects in the sidewalks, & at night you can sometimes leap over a full moon

There’s something beautiful about a clit slowly swelling

I ate a KitKat bar in my car tonight on the way home from the airport

The new home of the Montrose public library opened - the interior aesthetics are minimalist & soothing

I need to buy some vapes today; I’m pulling on nothing but zeroes now

Our minds, for all their power, are kinda dumb too; crudely dualistic; we only know what clean means bc we know what dirty means; our thoughts resist holding each concept simultaneously; that both can be true at once

A therapist once asked me if I ever think about suicide & I was genuinely surprised & said, you mean you don’t?

For a lot of men intimacy is grounded in the logic of the orgasm, just like porn

People love taking shitty pictures of the moon

On ig, a Welsh Corgi rides a skateboard down a flight of stairs

Let’s chat? Why am I awake

Everyone has their own way of kissing, of self-forgetting

Some might disagree & that’s fine, whatever, but Paulie’s has the best bolognese in Houston, although Tiny Champions has a nice one too

After coffee, I need to straighten-up the apartment for a special visitor

One reason an addict might relapse is bc they think they’re unique

Outside the laundry mat - the one next to Mercantile - I once watched people & trees absorb the sunlight together

If you know someone who uses words like “always” & “never”, you might consider running away immediately

Anyway, hmu