You've had this fantasy for a long time, or maybe you just discovered it, put a name to an idea. You want to be overpowered, held down, and have choice taken. Robbed of agency and existing to endure. You want to be desired more than you've ever felt and know that I'll stop at nothing to conquer you. To take you over and over, to give you that thrill. The rush of adrenaline, the deep and needful throbbing. To be filled, hard, relentlessly. You can't consent normally. You can't say yes, you can't initiate and you've tried. A lot. The words just won't come out. You want to be the whore for a guy who leaves you full of cum and sore for days. You just can't bring yourself to initiate that. You need the aggression, you crave the fear, the lack of choice, knowing that finally you'll get what you can't bring yourself to ask for any other time. The rush of polar opposite emotions all at once. You need this.