I haven't been having luck with dating apps and at the end of the day I really want someone I can possibly marry if she's the right one. With that being said, I have a dilemma and I also truly want another friend, someone that I could talk to about shared interests, maybe someone that could get me out of the house and go do things like see museums and parks, someone to smoke with, and I don't know, maybe someone that I'd be out and about with and run into a possible someone I could date.

I have been trying to read more books and start the habit of writing, I'm into tattoos and I myself have a lot of coverage, looking into getting my ears pierced maybe. I like museums and art galleries, parks, conventions depending upon what it is, never been to a rave but would be cool to go to one day. I've been having an interest in D&D and would like to find a local group to play with maybe. I like all sorts of music but favorites are metal, rock, and classic stuff. I have both a gentle sweet side and a somewhat rebellious very sarcastic but intelligent side. Shy at first but will open up soon enough, I guess I'm careful with talking to strangers on the internet you can say.

I really do prefer a woman undertake this, we can start talking about benefits after we are comfortable enough with each other and know we're gonna click. Dudes, I'm gonna say this, don't be creepy and perverse. I'm down with having a friend but our relationship is gonna have to be just that, if you contact me wanting to do things that haven't been brought up it's a no for me dawg.

The dilemma: despite being in a wheelchair I have feeling and function below the waist and as much as I hate to say it for some reason I'm a somewhat orgasm driven person. For the first few years I didn't really have a problem getting myself off, but lately it's been getting harder and harder (lol) and it's because my grip strength and arm strength has been weaker. I've tried to be one of those "no fap" people and I couldn't do it, I just couldn't keep my hands off it honestly. I wouldn't watch porn but I'd always end up touching myself. When I don't orgasm every once in a while life just sucks, I mean I struggle with depression and have had dark lows but it's always those dark wtf is the point anymore lows that's a attributed with dry spells. I would eventually like some help getting that release in whatever way we can come to agreement too, ladies I'm sure you'll be surprised and pleased with what you might be working with if you're the type to care.

Send SFW pics and introduce yourself in dms. I appreciate you taking the time to read, if you're not interested perhaps think of a friend who might be down. The friend part of this ordeal is where most of my interest lies, I'm lonely and just want a friend who can get me out of the house and make life bearable. The benefit would be highly appreciated and compensated for especially if you're a lady.

• C