I’ve tried this before with no luck, hopefully this time around I’ll find someone.

It’s true. I find conservative, right wing, republican, gun-loving, traditional men incredibly attractive. I’ve always had this fantasy of forming a secret relationship with a man who fits the three C’s; Christian, Conservative, Cowboy. The third one is not required. Men like Ben Shapiro, Matt Walsh, Steve Crowder, Charlie Kirk and Jordan Peterson have always been attractive to me. I don’t know if it’s because they hold on to their convictions despite modern trends hating them for doing so. Or if it’s because it would be considered hypocritical for them to secretly find a girl like me attractive, when in public they must be against me in order to uphold their conservative image. I know deep down these are good men with morals and duties that make them have a specific agenda, but even the best of men still have urges and desires they can’t control.

I think of myself as a good girl. I’ve only had one sexual partner my whole life. Never smoked, never done drugs, never tasted alcohol, never been to bars or clubs, never gotten in trouble with the law. I go to church and believe in God. I am college educated, have my own job, car, and pay my taxes. Basically, I’m the definition of being average. I go to work at the hospital, take care of my patients, come home, and live a private life.

I’m a closeted, shy, very feminine crossdresser. I consider myself introverted and submissive, it feels like i should’ve been born a woman and in another era where I would’ve made a perfect housewife. Nevertheless, here I am in the 21st century and a male. I’ve embraced my crossdressing side and wonder if there are men out there who have an interest in girls like myself.

I would be very happy to find a man who would have me as his secret. I want to be that one girl this man can be completely comfortable with and forget about the strict rules he has to follow when he’s with me. I want to add to his life and not take away. His privacy and image would be just as important to me as they are to him. In a nutshell, I crave to be the secret mistress of a man whose life revolves around being against anything from the left.

Since I’m a non smoker and don’t use drugs, I would expect the same from someone who contacts me. I really do find those things to be disgusting. If you’ve made it this far, let me know what your favorite snack is! It’ll be interesting to see who actually read this. Lol Hopefully I’ll be able to find what I’ve been wanting to try find for a very long time. I do have a picture of the outfits I wear when I crossdress.