Hi! It's always so hard for me to write one of these, but I'll do my best.

I'm a 42 year old straight white/hispanic male from Houston, 5'8", 170lbs. I'm a generally responsible adult, have a well-paying career, own a car, house, etc. Left-leaning politically, as well; MAGA nuts need not apply. I have a flawed but good head on my shoulders; I hope to find the same.

Yes, I am married, without children. Yes, I find it lacking in the emotional connection department. So here I am, hoping against all odds that maybe I'll find someone to be my perfect AP.

I'm not trying to change anyone's situations. I don't want to talk bad about your spouse, or mine. We married them for a reason, and I know we'll both always have love for them in our hearts. But something is missing that we need, and I hope we can find it together with each other.

I just want to feel something with someone again, to have emotional chemistry together and enjoy those fantastic feelings that come from being wanted and needed. I'm not against meeting, I'd very much love to, but I also want to grow feelings for that person, and that comes in time and conversation. Sex is always fun, but I am very much of the opinion that GREAT sex always needs that emotional connection. If I was looking for just sex, it wouldn't be hard for me to find it, I've done it before. That's not what I want now. I want to FEEL something for a woman, and be unable to stop the need of expressing it to her, whether that be in words, or with my body.

If I have feelings for a woman, I am very vocal about it. I try the best I know how to express my feelings with messages or words; I've also been told I am a fantastic kisser. I get off on making my partner feel happiness and pleasure however I can, and hope I can find someone that gives as good as she gets.

I'm understanding about your situation. We all here have one, of course. I won't judge you for anything, and you can trust that everything we do, say, feel together, stays between us, always; I'm not bragging to my buddies or anyone else about you, you are my personal secret joy. I'm in this purely for the feelings we can bring to each other by being together; once found, anything that endangers our connection, I will most certainly be running the opposite direction from.

I hope that's enough to pique your interest; I have photos to swap as well. I hope to hear from you!