My wife an I have been together for 16 years, give or take. Over that time we have explored a little and discovered that we enjoy her having sex with other people.

It started with cheating, and break ups, then getting back together, then again and again. Until instead of being mad, I was turned on.

This led to a full onslaught of other men fucking my now wife. Most of them after we were married, all with my knowledge, and not one of them wore a condom. It turned me on knowing they were knowingly having sex with a married woman, that they knew that she would tell me about it, that some were so confident in it that they filmed for me to see.

I ended up craving it craving the sent of them on her, the feeling of her used pussy. The thrill of finding more men for her to fuck. For a few years, I was in sexual heaven.

And then, all of a sudden, she stopped. No rhyme or reason, she just stopped having sex all together. And I miss it.

Am I wrong for missing what we used to do?