I come from a middle class family in Bangladesh. 30 years old and a teacher by profession. I studied abroad but it was not possible to remain there. Very very long story. My life itself is a very long story but that is not the point. That is ancient history.

Anyways, I have been married for 2 years with my Wife Sufiya. She is 26 years of age, Hons in History.  She is quite educated and comes from a good family. Her family members are not rich but well connected and well established. Anyways, we had an arranged marriage.

She is VERY VERY religious. Always keeps herself guarded. It's not a bad thing really. Both of our families are religious. Hence, why they liked me even though my job is nothing to look at.

She is a very good wife. She takes good care of my family and attends to my needs before I realised I had a need for them. She is very attentive and loves me a lot. She listens to me mostly. The times she actually argues is when she thinks I am making a bad judgement call.

The problem is here and the problem is me. We are not at all sexually compatible because of me. I like dirty talk, role play and a lot of other things. Staying abroad has made me sexually deviant and open. My wife on the other hand is not willing to try anything. Everything is vanilla for her.  I have never been able to make her cum. It's not like doesn't like sex but I can't work with her. She has sex with me because it is her 'DUTY' to satisfy me. That's how she sees it. She loves me sure, but this is insane. She doesn't even know what she is missing. She has no idea of the euphoria a woman feels when she cums. I love her and this makes me even more sad.

I want my wife to change a bit. I mean it's fine to follow and practise Islam together with me while also being sexually satisfied. Hence, why I am here. I need some reprieve.

I have a huge hotwife fettish and I am going to meet it. I am not going to cheat on her. I love her. I need some ideas that I can use to open her up atleast a bit. To be honest, I find my wife busty and sometimes she is so kind and hot at the same time that I feel like holding onto a gem like this alone is injustice. More people should get to taste her sweetness. It's like a food you make and you know it's good. So you want everyone to try it out and give rave reviews. I know it's childish but it's just that. I am proud of her.