The question of how many sexual partners my girlfriend has had in the past finally came up about two months into our relationship. This conversation stemmed from her asking if I think her pussy still felt tight. My response was “did you just doubt the tightness of your own vagina?“ To my surprise, her response was “yes.” At this point I knew the conversation had no going back. I then said “it can’t possibly have seen too many dicks.” This is when things started to get exciting as her response was “well how many is too many? I feel like my number is big.” The conversation proceeded in which we both announced our numbers at the same time. To my complete shock, her number was 19. She started questioning whether I thought she was gross and if I still wanted to talk to her and I can go and run off and tell everyone that she was a hoe. I of course wasn’t going to let her past ruin our relationship and in the moment felt fine with the answer. Over the course of the next day, I couldn’t stop thinking about how many people she’s been with knowing how sweet and innocent she seems. The overwhelming feeling of jealousy that we’ve all experienced took place until a switch clicked and I started to actually get turned on by the thought. A few days later we were texting after not seeing each other for a few days and I had said “I was thinking about you” and she said “like a I want to fuck you way or an I miss you way.” I said “ in a I want to fuck you kind of way.” She asked what in particular I was thinking about. Wanting to find a way to bring up the fact that I thought her past got me going, I said “ I was thinking about our conversation from the other night and it turned me on.” she said “what part?” I wasn’t sure where the conversation was going to go from here, but I said ”The part about how many dicks you’ve taken. The thought of you getting fucked is intriguing to me.” Admittedly, she was quite shocked at my response but was thankful for not viewing her in a negative manner. She then became turned on that I was turned on and said “so you’re imagining me getting fucked by some other dude?” The conversation then dwindled down from there. Though more was discussed a few days later…which will be told in my next post.