When I first started talking to my wife, it was on a dating app and we were originally only interested in hooking up. We hooked up a bunch and never really took it to the next step.

During one of these hookups she said she loved my size. Not too big. Not too small. I asked her what she meant by not too big, has she had bigger? And she said yes but only once. I asked how big and she bashfully said very big and signalled the size with her two hands.

I wasn't into hot past at the time so I just disregarded it and took the news to the chin and moved on. We talked about it once more when she mentioned her most memorable sex and said it was with the same guy with the huge dick. That apparently they had sex on a rooftop and it felt amazing.

Fast forward 10 years, I start to discover a hot past kink and think back to that guy she mentioned years ago. So I recently started asking her if she remembers that guy she told me about with the huge dick and she claims she never said that and that she doesn't know what I'm talking about. Which is frustrating to me because i finally opened up about this to her and now all of a sudden she doesnt want to talk about the guy.

For context she was in a pretty huge slut phase when I started dating her and she has turned her life around a lot since being with me.

Wish I could get her to open up again about the guy. Now I'm left with my memories of the past.