Before my fiancé and I were engaged we took a break from each other for a couple of months. I was the one who initiated it and who eventually reached out about getting back together. When we started talking again she said things were “more complicated now” and went on to explain she had started dating someone else.

Hearing her say that aloud was pretty surreal but hearing her admit they were having sex hit even harder. For the next several weeks I tried to earn her trust back fully aware of the fact she was seeing this other guy as well. We didn’t talk too much about it but I was knew they were still having sex. She wasn’t rubbing it in my face but she wasn’t hiding it either.

One day we were hanging out when she told me she was going to a wedding with him that night. I ended up watching her get ready and just remember how torturous it was seeing her pick up a bra and thong knowing full well this other guy would be taking it off of her later. Another time I picked her up for coffee and showed up early. Her bed was a mess, clothes were everywhere and she was still in his t-shirt and nothing else. There was another time she was packing for a weekend away with him and I noticed her try and sneak some lingerie in her suitcase. When I called her out on it she apologized that I saw that but didn’t take it out. Later that weekend she sent me a cute selfie just saying hello and when I asked what other pics she took she kind of played it off at first. After I persisted she asked if I really wanted to see before proceeding to send me pics of her posing in the lingerie in the hotel room. Things like this went on for about a month and there was even a short stretch where she was having sex with both of us. Eventually she broke things off with him and she and I started up again.

We had a pretty open conversation where she said she wasn’t going to volunteer any details about what she did on our break but if I asked she wouldn’t lie about anything either. Part of me wanted to know while part of me didn’t but one night I couldn’t take it any longer so we decided to put all of our cards on the table and I discovered she had a threesome with this guy and his friend. I was shocked but locked in on every word.

Apparently they all ended up at his apartment after a night out and the guys were really into the idea and “one thing lead to another.” She told me everything and for days it was all I could think about. Part of me thinks it’s hot and the other part of me is still embarrassed as hell knowing she was butt naked on all fours between two guys.

Recently a group of us were playing “never have I ever” when someone said they’ve never had a threesome. I was wondering if my fiancé would admit it and without hesitation she did. When I didn’t put down a finger everyone immediately knew it happened without me. Someone asked who the other girl was and fiancé was just like “wellllll” and the group erupted knowing she got double teamed. I could feel everyone staring at me looking for a reaction so I played it off as well as I could but it was intense.

The next day my buddy messaged me and brought the whole threesome thing. I didn’t know what to make of it all but as the conversation progressed he admitted that his wife cheated on them when they were dating. I guess she ended in another guys hotel room during a girls trip in Vegas and gave him head while she was completely naked too. He went on to say that they’ve incorporated it into their relationship and detailed some more experiences she’s had with other guys.

The conversation turned to my fiancé and he started asking questions about what happened. It wasn’t something I ever wanted anyone to find out about but I reluctantly told him a few details. It remember feeling incredibly vulnerable talking about it but I did it anyway.

Eventually the four of us were hanging out together and my buddy steered the conversation towards this subject. He had his wife essentially admit what she did in Vegas before she went on to say that she still sends this guy nudes once in awhile. My buddy then asked if my fiancé had any similar stories. She made eye contact with me and after I sort of nodded me head she began talking about what she did during our break. It was surreal hearing her unapologetically taking about some of the details. She even admitted she made a sex tape with him. The other wife asked to see pictures of him so they pulled up his instagram and openly thirsted over his pics in front of my friend and me.

When they were done talking about how good looking he was my friend’s wife asked me what I thought of it all. I was caught a but off guard but didn’t want to seem like the jealous type so I admitted I found parts of it hot and immediately my fiancé started asking questions too. I found myself in an open conversation about my wife fucking another guy.

When we left my fiancé continued to grill me about it and finally I admitted I was kind of into it all. She was loving the conversation and made sure to talk about it the entire time we had sex that night. Ever since it’s been a staple in our lives and we’ve even toyed around with the idea about both wives playing with other guys while my friend and I watch.