Off of my mind I spent years trying to find the right person. I even thought I found them the right one that is but she ended up passing away and it's just me. I guess that leads me going back to past lovers and trying to find new ones in the meantime but I've had no luck whatsoever. If anyone has any advice on how to move past this, I even made a playlist for her well us about all the emotions I felt in my relationship and when the relationship ended even some of the songs being added to this day, we've been apart for 3 years, probably since 2021 January or March. Honestly all I know is I haven't been able to find anyone other than one I thought was going to be there but she passed away unexpectedly due to a heart condition I didn't know about please I really want a way to move on that's constructive I thought maybe that I could talk to her and figure out what was going on and we could be friends but she doesn't seem to want that. She seems to think that I only care about myself