I want it! I do. Honest love, safe love, kind love. Not the kind that makes me feel like I need to destroy or hide myself just to get validation or anything awful like that; like, sweet love. Care, honesty, prosperity.

I want someone that actually laughs at my jokes since they think I'm funny, and I laugh at theirs because I think they're funny, not just out of lust or obligation. I want someone I can send dumb memes to! Who is consistent! And honest, and takes initiative, and never gives up on me.

I want roses from someone who loves me enough to get me roses just because they think I'd love them, (I do, and tulips,) and not just because I ask them to. I want someone I can confidently show off to my friends with praise and joy, and vice versa.

I love the type of person who loves me so much they can't stop telling their friends how happy they are to have me once they meet me. Someone who sees a ring in a store and pictures me in it; like, marriage, with me? Fuck yeah.

I want genuine and honest love. It's gonna be nice to have it. I'll get it soon enough. I won't have to beg, or cry, or question anything. It'll happen and make me so happy beyond belief.

I love love so much. I can't wait to make breakfast for my future love some day and watch all my favorite flicks with them. Shower with them, dance with them, cook for them. Sweet innocent and wholesome ass affection to enjoy and embrace for real.