I'll preface by saying I'm AMAB and crossdress openly to friends and family whom are fairly accepting. Also kinda like to be sexual about it for myself. Been to therapy and the therapist concludes that I'm not trans.

I've been pondering about the idea that I've been wanting to be female because of my fears of taking on the traditional masculine gender roles and expectations as my motivation to transition. The idea that I could be a chill woman and "cook the bacon" literally and figuratively is kinda appealing. It's like I wanna play life by sort of different set of rules per se, and look feminine too.

Maybe some of you had similar or different feelings on the idea? I ofcourse don't mean to over reach and say that major life responsibilities are absolved if one were to transition.