i’ve always struggled with depression and anxiety. and unfortunately last year i decided to cut off my family due to abusive reasons. now that i live with my best friend with her family, i realized i am a hoarder. i’m not attached to these items, they just overwhelm me. i’ll eat in my room and lay down because i’m too depressed to do anything. now there’s such a big mess in just my room. food everywhere, no floor space, and bags and bags of trash that i gave up on. i was considering going on medication. but i don’t know i wish i had help but i’m so embarrassed, there’s even fruit flies because i haven’t picked up in a while. i want to toss like my entire room out, but i don’t know how to start, it’s insanely overwhelming and stresses me out when i think about it. it affects my day to day life and i’m tired of it…