I 24m started seeing this guy 44m about 4 weeks ago and we had oral a few times too. We really like each other and we've let each other know that we intend to be more than just FwBs. A few days ago, when I was 100% sure I wanted to go on this journey with him (I've met a lot of guys over the years who very easily proclaim love, and so it was a big deal for me when I realized I felt the same way) I told him my HIV status over the phone - positive, undetectable, untransmissible. He was so calm and empathic and sympathetic about it. Asked so many questions and let me know that it wasn't a problem. He said he understood. I feel very deeply for this man, I can't explain it. And then the next day, he stopped responding to texts as much. It got worse the day, his use of the love emoji became forced too. I finally got to speak with him over the phone, and he reassured me that everything is fine. But he doesn't call me cute names anymore. I'm scared. I was so stupid for not telling him my status from the start. Sometimes, I think I was so stupid for even falling for any man. Because I've learned over and over again that creating connections with people only causes heartbreak, yet I keep making the same mistake. I like him very much. And I'm afraid I've lost him already. Just like that. Maybe he needs time. Or maybe he already knows he can't handle this. What can I do?