People say they feel a divine presence, a feeling, of safety and love! So I've want to feel that as well. So I began to say a mantra "Om Namah Shivaya", daily at times I reminded myself to recite the mantra. But I didn't feel much of a divine presence, I do however feel happy!, however it goes away, I don't want to have the feeling that I'm wasting the gods time.

But am I wasting the gods time? I remember someone in a other sub-reddit said "god will notice your devotion", but I feel like I'm not doing much of a devotion, but being a young individual to find faith in something with a ego. However I went outside today and I saw a crescent moon! And I felt something, idk but it's something, so I bowed.

Neather less I'm just glad I saw the moon today. I really love the moon.

I hope this doesn't sound like I'm complaining or whining🙏 I just want to get this out of my chest, and thank you & have a good day or night.🙏🙏🙏