Pre-weed me, was really egoistic and i have a very strong persona, my actions were based on what i would like to be seen by other people, therefore losing grip of myself. I didn't really care about how other people felt, i didn't value emotions that much, i was really selfish and i wasn't thinking too much when doing something. I didn't think about how other people would feel based off my actions, which caused damage to other people without me even realizing it. TO SUM IT UP I WAS AN ASSHOLE.

but then, i started smoking weed. i was now aware that i wasn't who i thought i was. The "I" doesn't even exist to begin with. It's just my ego, all of us are suffering from our own ego. We don't realize that we're much bigger than what we think of ourselves, we are literally the God within us, we just need to be in touch with it. Weed helped me to confront my ego and what it was affecting me, my inner self was calling my name all this time but I wasn't hearing it because of the barrier caused by my ego. I now feel vibrations all over me, emotions are such special energy that i appreciate now. I understand people now no matter how fucked up it may be, I'm not the kindest, i know my darkness but i know that im better now, and I'll always seek to be the best version of myself. I got so much to experience, to learn from, and love to feel from this world.