For context I am 29M average penis size about 5-6 inches. I am I a long term relationship with my girlfriend. I am addicted to porn of all kinds.. mostly the classic step mom and step sister type things. Lately I have ventured into Transgender and Gay porn as there is something about it that makes my orgasms so much crazier. I feel like it seems more taboo and wild! I love licking up my own cum when I am finished and I love to clean my girlfriends pussy after I creampie her. But part of me has always wanted to just feel what it is like to whip out another penis and have a taste for myself! It is just so hard to go from watching it on porn to the real thing! From finding a partner to trying these things with secretly and getting over the emotions of actually getting out to do this makes me excited but scared at the same time!

Any advice would be fantastic! Or if you want more details just let me know and I would love to chat with more experience people who took the first step!